Things on my mind:
1. Breast cysts and biopsies
2. Tina's seizures
3. I'm bored hungry.
4. Everyone is getting married but me.
5. Student Loan debt sucks.
6. Is grad school even for me?
7. Does Elias even love me?
8. He hasn't proposed and it's almost been 5 years.
9. And he may wait another 5 years.
10. My mom said he's a jerk (in a fun way).
11. I'm going to see a therapist soon.
12. I'm always doing things for others.
13. I need to start doing things for myself.
14. I feel like a loser.
15. I had a panic attack yesterday.
16. I'm missing my sister's housewarming party and I hate myself for it.
17. I got a New Teacher's grant for $200!
18. I want a Disney Escape wedding.
19. My mom thinks that makes me selfish because she wants my whole family to be there to celebrate with me.
20. I said I don't want everyone there.
21. Who am I kidding? I'm never going to get married.
22. Elias has never even gone ring shopping.
23. He went promise ring shopping immediately.
24. And now everyone else is getting married in 2012. Except me.